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The journey of a fisherman !

 In the beginning God created
Kappil kuttippuram ,
and there some innocent people !!
Not Kapilavasthu or Buddha .
not the Garden of Eden or Adam !

There in Kappil ,
some are farmers.
some are fishermens
some are who makes nets for the fishes
like the spider who makes web!!

No body born as Buddha
Adam or even as Jesus !!
No body born there as Ambani brothers!!

oh.. yeah..

somebody went to some where ..!
but no body knows where they went ..
They said to somebody, that
they went across the sea to find
pearls and diamonds !

When they come homes
they used to bring Rothmans ,
555 and some Arabian perfumes !
somebody brought radio .....
Some brought homes Gold !!
Dinars and Dirhams and Riyals !!
In that smelly notes some alians !
Who looks like the same people like Kappil
but they said its Sulthans and shaikhs
they are the rulers of Gulf of the other side of the sea .

but in Kappil ,
All are poor !!
all are innocents ( Not our Amma's innachan )
no body born as rulers !
or shaikhs or sultan !!

In kappil ,
There was no sinners !
Even they don't know what was sin !
but my father one day said to me that ,
Iam a sinner !
Even I don't know what was the sin !

I asked to my faher ,
why Iam a sinner ?
He said ,
those who travel across the sea
will only get the salvation !
others are sinners !!
The sinners will suffer as we are suffering now .

I don't know how to swim in the deepest sea!
I dont know how to swim
even the small river behind my village .
I don't know the other places other than
5 KM from away from house !

No body told me how will I get the salvation !
No body showed me the paths through the sea !!
There was no bodhi trees
except some coconut trees and Jack fruit tree !!
If my father made some mansions and I born in Kapilavasthu !!
I should't worry as Buddha worried !!

but this is Kappil and Iam Kappilan !

I sat near the wall .
the 6 feet tall wall that separate death and life !
I sat under the Jackfruit tree !
that time Jackfruit off season !!
with a wet eyes ..
to Get the salvation !

I can see the tip of the topest cross of Kappil St. Thomas Church .
No ideas ..No Salvation .
No jackfruits ..no mangos
no hot dogs or pan cakes !
Except some crows flewing across my head !
my stomach is aching with starvation !!

I slept ...with hunger !
A sinner doesnt have the right to see sweet dreams !!
So .. I dint see any dreams .
but I heard a voice !
in the middest of my sleep around 3 Am .
that was not next door dog's bark !!
but that was the God's voice ..
He said to me ..

Wake up !!!and travel ..... !!

I will guide you the Paths through the seas!!
with out a boat or launch you will travel across the seas!!
you will play with sharks like a toy !
You will see the places , which you never see before !
You will see the people , which you never meet before !!
Don't take any thing even the dust of Kappil .
Except this place name !
change your name as Kappilan !!

Let me tell you my story !! A journey begins now !!

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